Recently entering a bear market, I have also been thinking about life and studying. I have read several books on history, novels, biographies, science popularization, and religion, and taken a walk in the community. This is a kind of inward living. I like to live in the mainland, with restraint, humility, introspection, growth, reason, understanding, wisdom... It's not that I have these qualities, but approaching them gives me a sense of peace of mind. They help me resist the wind and rain, and also allow me to see who is suffering in the wind and rain without realizing it, so as to stay away from chaos. Recently, I have been reading Zen books during the day and listening to Zen podcasts at night. Occasionally, I also write Zen poems. I thought I was going to convert to Buddhism. I occasionally meet some people who engage in mysticism and even make a living from it. They initiate conversations and try to help others overcome difficulties. This is certainly good. I was also fortunate enough to be invited to this kind of gathering, to be a sharer, and to tell the story of why I saw a small flower during my running break and wrote, 'The petals can hold the universe, and the leaves are full of gods.'. In addition to being surprised, the audience may also ask how to achieve it. Perhaps I am so lucky and rebellious. When others charge forward, I retreat, retreat to common sense, retreat to the sharp edges of Zen masters, who ask everywhere with their own Eight Characters; I looked at the 'Cypress Tree in front of the courtyard' and asked why there is Buddha nature here. This is the real difference: those seemingly unrelated to me, unrelated to the present moment, actually hide the answers to the current problems. They are hidden in Wittgenstein's biography, in someone's feelings about drug discovery, in why the baron on the tree can also have a free life, and in the admiration of the Zen masters watching the white clouds. Nowadays, many people are afraid to stop, unable to stop, ashamed to rest, and even feel uncomfortable sleeping in. I knew that when I wander in different fields and meet people in different places, I am actually charging forward in a way that no one knows, God knows the way, and the body knows. This is a true confirmation.